The final days left. Soon within two weeks, about 200 highschool seniors will be dumped out into an unknown world with little knowledge of financial and physical survival. Struggling for the bare minimum and working their asses off just to get by, but isn’t that the thrill of it all. Four years have gone by with the same faces, same places, and the same atmosphere. We have all changes, grown, developed, matured. Some have risen above the influence and others have fallen completely on thier ass trying to keep thier head above water. Struggles, heartbreaks, tears and fears, some consider it a failure but I consider it a lesson learned. A bumpy road traveled is the only way to go, some up’s some down’s only to get around and in the end you come out with a lot more then when you started. Many memories to keep, laughs to carry on, smiles to last a lifetime, and friends there to stick with you by your side. I have learned so much these past four years and I wouldn’t change a single thing. I have gained amazing friends as well as lost quit a few. We grow together as well as grow apart. Life goes on, you live you learn. Each day was an adventure, you ace one test and fail the next, you stay up all night craming for the final exams soon to explode your mind. You have so much going on to think about, work, school, friends and family, relationships, sports, volunteer work, planning the entire prom night and being there for everyone else befor you do the things you need to do while trying to manage doing your own thing. Soon you find the pressure collapsing your lungs and you can’t breathe. You find a minute to collect yourself and get you mind straight an then all of a sudden another twist! You pick yourself up and carry onward the best you can. You manage all of the above and beyond just thinking about that minute you are going to shake that hand and recieve your diploma as a huge smile swips across your face. Your family and friends there to join and capture one of the most important days in your lifetime, other than your weding and your childrens birth. A new chapter begins the day after you walk the walk. Plopped out into the world, trying to make something of yourself, trying to find your path and hopefully choose the right one. Wanting to succeed, wanting hope, wanting a successfull future is all worth the while of working so hard for where you will end up one day. Attending the college of your choice, choosing the classes you want to take, making everyday the way you wish. I could image it would be a lot harder than most of us percieve it as. Our whole lifes have been started with aid and affection from our parents and to soon think about having to do it all ourselves is quite unmanagable at the time but will soon have to be managed. Cooking for ouselves, cleaning after ourselves, shopping for ourselves, disiplining ourselves, showing ourselves right from wrong, making sure we take care of our bodies with body, mind, and spirit. Not to mention waking up on time every morning, getting to sleep at a decent time, working to make a living instead of living off of mommy’s and daddy’s income. Im sure over 50% of the seniors have yet to obtain their first job in the labor force, therefor will make it harder to understand the meaning and responsibilities of being an adult. Anyways, with having spent 4 and more years with the graduating class, it is sad to see us all go our seperate ways…well most of us our planning on the JC but I highly doubt we will have classes, and hang out as much as we did because we will be dealing with our own seperate lives now and building new friendships and relationships while still holding the strings to our pasts. I actually have quit a few plans for the JC but before then I have still some unfinished business to complete. I had a choice of trying out for performing at graduation solo or with a few of my talented piers. Of course I thought it would be much more fun preforming with my classmates and sharing the spotlight. We got together and started messing around with some songs and instruments. We have Kevin on the piano, Ricky on the drums, Brian on the bass, Cory on guitar-vocals, and me as head singer. Cory and I decided to duet to mellow the tone and deepen it just a little. We are all super stoked and I, well I am a little nervous being the only one who has not once performed in front of people. I was in choir in the 4th grade but other than that I have had no further aid with voice performance. Unless you count in the shower, around the house, an my favorite place… around school! People tell me I have an amazing voice but I always believe it could be better. On the other hand we as a group tried out with little practice but we got the part! So we plan on practicing a little more but less than I would prefer but im sure no matter what we will go up in front of everyone and try our hardest and have a hell of a time!